Really sad that Robin Williams felt that he had to hang himself and leave his depressing life.  The way his suicide is bringing positive statements about the benefits he now has is equally sad. For example: "At least he is happy now." "No more troubles for him." "He is finally at peace." "He is in a … Continue reading So sad

This has been a very heartening week as I have thought about another year, a new walk with Jesus, one that doesn't  include my honey.  God has so encased me in His love shown through the friends He has brought my way over the years.  He has been so very good to me even during my … Continue reading Closer

How can one woman be so blessed?  God has surrounded me with friends old and new who love me. (It never ceases to amaze me when people love me.)  God has given me a wonderful life--not always easy, but wonderful just the same.  He has been with me during some very trying times and heartbreaking … Continue reading Blessed

Tuesday marked the 6th month since Frank went home to be with the Lord.  It has been a slow/fast flight of time.  Those of you who have been through similar kinds of sorrow and grief know what I mean.  I just can't believe that it has already been half a year.  Yet, time marches on relentlessly … Continue reading Six months and a new year

When he was two years old, Andy, our son, had heart surgery. After his surgery to fix his aorta so his blood would flow correctly, Andy didn't respond as he was should have.  I remember on the third day after his surgery going around the corner and, finally, laying him in the Lord's hands and asking … Continue reading Happy Birthday, Andy

I've been w/out the internet since Thursday!  Talk about suddenly feeling cut-off from the world and out of touch!.  I was without TV (news) for 2 of those days.  All due to having new flooring installed and having to disconnect and move electronics out of the way.  They are finishing today--the workers finished in the … Continue reading feeling cut-off

I was teaching this week on prayer and the priority we need to have for prayer in our lives, as well as, the persistence we need in prayer.  I remember reading (years ago) about George Mueller, whom some dubbed "The Apostle of Prayer" for his work for orphans in 19th century Britain, and how he … Continue reading Prayers

I've been thinking about Frank and his last big heartbreak--the closing of the church he had been pastor of for 20 years.  Active members were around 35 when he began in 1993 - mostly seniors with 2 children and 3 teenagers.  Eventually those with teens moved to a larger church with youth ministries.  Frank led the … Continue reading SUCCESS

These past few days, it seems I am feeling more the absence of my honey.  Perhaps God is removing more of the layers from my heart and the reality of my new normal is delving deeper into my consciousness.  I do believe that tears are good and healing.  I just am not usually a crier.  Yet, … Continue reading Focus

I bought a gun the other day!  Made arrangements to attend the Concealed Handgun License class in my area.  I took a "Learn to Shoot" class last week.  My sons were encouraging and my friend (who carries).  However, I felt that I was turning from God's protection and trying to provide my own.  After I … Continue reading U-turn